Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Wow, blogging at 3am. Bare with me please.

Been a drudge lately. Stupid Os. Trepidation is heating me up. Crapz. Life seems vex. This is the point i need God the most. So many distractions. The revision i have to do is proliferating. Argh! The colossal amount of papers on my table are building up. Super messy. *headached.O well, last lap, last chance to get it right. Focus is the key to success. =D

Monday, October 23, 2006

Been procrastinating abit lately, blame it on my bad habit. Cant really sit down n focus. However for that short while i seem to absorb the stuffs tremendously. The maths is like freaking hard,,, i sat there staring at the question in shock. Did top schools prelim papers, so that explains it. Trying to fly when i cant walk.lol Oh well, gotta remain optimistic. Trying to absorb stuffs in my unconsious mind, and when my exams come i hope that part of my mind will wake up.

Today learnt a lesson. I picked up some notes frm wendy n on my way back to e interchange. walking half way, saw my bus on its way leaving the interchange. So my instinc told mi to run for it. i ran to the bus stop outside the interchange. Wow... i was like carrying a heavy bag and a chunk of notes in my hands. Moreover, i was wearing some loose sandals... i dashed all the way to the main road. Saw the bus in a distance approaching. I look at the rate the bus was approaching n the distance i was frm the bus stop. i was panting, juz eaten n the bus stop was like miles away, i told myself, damn, missed it... no hope. But part of me said, juz go for it. So i did. i sprint all the way there, manage to beat the bus ... lolz. finally reached the bus stop. the last person almost boarded. IN the end i became the last... ;D

So from this i learnt... 2 weeks more to Os. I feel like giving up, but i must perservere, if i gave up chasing the bus juz now, i would be comin home late n miss my show. Thank God, hope was the thing that kept me going. So now i muz apply that to my studies... not sure whether i can make it, well i gotta try in order to find out. U will nvr know whether u made it untill u tried ur best. Gonna run towards my goal even it requires me giving my all.

So frm this small senario u can autually learn some valuble things frm it. so yea.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

This sucks. i missed one day of revision yesterday due to the haze. Got sick, fortunately my flu had been purged. Thanks to the handy dandy panadol. They say its looks like Genting, but to me it looks more like Venus. The planet with killer gas which we are experiencing now on earth. Just imagine the high intensity of smoke in their region, its practically killing them slowly eg,respiratory infection. The indonesians keep on burning, its totally inane. Yes although they are making an impeccable mistake, its seriously senseless. It is causing alot of ire and mayhem in the region. On the contrary, the govenment is also to be blamed. Its their lack of leadership in the country that led these poor farmers to use the cheapest method to clear the lands. They could have atleast impose laws to stop burning or educate or well, provide them with the funds for proper disposal. Anyway i shall stop here, i dont wish to escalate the problem too much in my blog. Enough raving. Adios

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Sigh. All i do is revision revision and revision. In school, revision, come back revision again. When i dream, i dream of revision again. This is the most tiresome n irritated period of my life. Oh well, wad to do?